letters to orin.

[unpleasantries]

satori writes letters to orin that she keeps on her person at all times. this post will be locked until she dies.

dhaos now has these in his possession, since they will be unable to fulfill their original purpose.

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week 2

[unpleasantries]

Orin,

I have completed another chapter of my book. I have based a pair of characters on you and Okuu. Perhaps this was impertinent of me, and it is certainly an unoriginal thing to do as a writer. It is probably out of baseless sentimentality. I still fear that I am losing my mind, but when I am able to assess my emotional and mental states, I become calm again. When people respond to me when I say something, the same thing happens.

I am beginning to seek conversation with others, just to prove to myself that this is not a prison created by my own mind, that the blindness in my third eye has not closed away my heart. The pain of a paper cut from turning the page in my book is more thrilling than any other sensation, because it grounds me, makes me realize that I am here. But the realization that I am here, in turn, drives me back into misery. I still don't intend to die. But living feels like more of a chore than usual, lately.

-Satori